Hi, I’m Jessie

And I want to kill myself. I am a failure as a daughter, and I can’t even go one day at school without getting called a ‘prostitute’ because I’ve had sex, and because a certain girl I my class thinks its some sort of sick joke, like it’s okay to laugh at me. I want to cut, I wanna end all my suffering, and I realize that it sounds selfish.. But I’m so tired of doing shit for everyone else, and getting walked all over because I’m nice. I even get picked on by the nerds.. My mom couldn’t make me feel like any more of a failure. It’s like she feeds off sadness. I don’t know what to do. My time, will soon be over, If I don’t get help.

I am fucked up. I’m broken, lost, confused about the whole world. Why can’t I be pretty? Why do I have to be this person I am? I try so hard to be happy, but every time I get a foot ahead, it’s like someone kicks me a hundred feet back. I always make mistakes. I get angry way too easy. I’m explosive, like a sketchy bomb, waiting to go off, while everyone is watching. But, I’m pretty sure I know the cause.. My life has been, less that admirable. I mean, of course there’s some good parts in life.. But holy shit, I have had a lot of shit happen to me in life. My mom makes my life hell.. She’s such a bitch. I’ve carved because of her. She told me I was fat, and I can’t wear a bikini. She always freaks out at me for nothing. It’s stupid. Thanks mom. You made me hate myself:

Time is limitless; Life is limited.

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Okay.. I don’t know if I’m mentally retarded..

But, I can’t figure out how to add an ‘ask’ box in my HTML.. can someone help me out? Pleeeeease? <3